Monday, December 15, 2008

Ban!!

Is been a very very long time since I last went to Murni, and yesterday I happened to hang out there for supper with friends.

Guess what, there weren't as much customers as last time. As I was wondering, I realize the workers around had totally changed to different peoples, even the boss, hmmm.... We sat down and wanted to order our meal, but eventually none of the workers around seems to serve us. As we waving hand, making noise to attract them to come to serve us, but none of them seems to bother. Either they are watching tv, sms+ing or chit chatting with each other... WTF!! Are gonna do business or what? After like 10 minutes of meaningless hand waving, Brian beh tahan and go ask them come over directly...

After finish the meals, when wanna pay the bill, same thing happen again. Damn it, are they working or what? Last time the boss and his wife were around things wasn't like that, now?? Damn, gonna ban this place FOREVER!!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

纳闷中...

啊...已经在家待业都有整两个月了,再找不到工作我可就死了...
年尾了,要找工也不是间易事,大多公司都close account了,都不请人...
现在只好拜托那些job agent来找工作了,随便找份稳定的工先吧,有钱最重要!!

*Say yes to mOo~*

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

I wish...


After so long I finally gonna update my blog, hahaa... So freaking busy with whatever stuff and no mood to blogging.


This few weeks has been a tough time for me cause lots of things happen, from the saddest to the happiest things happen in this short period... But well, atleast it balance up, hahaa... This one happiest thing has able to cover all my problems... Well, to be more accurate is a person, you know who izit, hahaa... So don't ask me who :p


Today morning went to have a appointment with dentist to do my teeths. Supposingly the appointment is last week, but due to some problems has postpone to today. Momo slept late made me skip my breakfast, so straight away go to c dentist. When arrive still hv to wait for a bitch inside cuz of her sudden 'bengkak', dentist has to cure her 1st ><


Now is my turn to do my teeth. I have 4 fillings and 1 extraction to do. Gosh... So painful... Still ok when comes to extraction, cuz dentist already inject paralyzer, made my mouth so numb at the time. After like an hour time or less, finally the tough time has pass... Can't open my mouth due to the bleeding and had to bite and hold the cotton in my mouth. Went cc play dota b4 head back to home.


Evening time, 2nd sis n mum duno y had a big fight... Was inside room so dunno wat excatly happen, jz know scold here n ther, very gek dong n cry, "BANG", door close n another 1 went out, "BANG"... Swt... Can't eat hot food due to my teeth, so hv to eat cold food instead. Order Mc delivery with my eldest sis. After receive the meals stil hv to wait for it to cool down only can eat, aicks, hungry dou sei...


Well well... Hope everything goes out fine, I mean EVERYTHING... job, friends, and of course, me & u...


Wednesday, October 29, 2008

我的底线

每一个人都有自己一个忍让的底线。
而我呢,对于我来说,
你能骂我,打我,侮辱我,但你绝对不要冤枉我,一旦触碰那底线,谁都无情说。

记得小时候,
不知什么事,我妈不分青红皂白痛打了我一顿,
但我知道的,是那事情根本与我无关,
我一直喊着,“不是我,不是我”,
但她却打得更用力...
我也只能挨打,然后躲在房里痛哭...
事后虽然我妈知道真相后有跟我道歉,
但她已在那时心灵弱小的我,
烙印着磨灭不了的阴影...

至此之后,我发誓,我不要再被人冤枉,
你能骂我,侮辱我,甚至打我,我都能让步,
但唯独冤枉我这一事,我绝对不让步。

Friday, October 24, 2008

~搞笑金句②~

  1. 有前就無後,肥過你老豆
  2. 深夜搞死屍,慘過生飛滋
  3. 您個死仔包,亂黏香口膠
  4. 俾人捅一刀,好在有豬膏
  5. 您係我恩公,驚您變公公
  6. 打波係體育,幾時變賭局
  7. 原笑爆粗口,仲想扮死狗
  8. 邊度有粉腸?睇下佢衰樣
  9. 世上多神棍,成日搵老襯
  10. 邊個扮好人,去接近衰神
  11. 您乜野鄉下?貪污要打靶
  12. 蚊蚊飛落肚,因住嘔白泡
  13. 條友去叫雞,因住執兩劑
  14. 你都算靚仔,青山大把位
  15. 想錫我条女?打扁你個咀
  16. 你係咪姓賴,屎你賴唔賴
  17. 有人發爛渣,見人就想打
  18. 殘花真係姣,頭髮似雀巢
  19. 你都好求其,成身係頭皮
  20. 鼻涕當精液,你係咪想食

Thursday, October 23, 2008

~搞笑金句~①

  1. 霸主發爛渣,好似塊豬扒
  2. 偷野學老豆,唔會做阿茂
  3. 篤屎係證據,唔信食左佢
  4. 立志要訓身,唔係痴孖筋
  5. 有人發窮惡,神仙搵命搏
  6. 路人乙白痴,菲傭早就知
  7. 呢班死馬騮,睇見你就嬲
  8. 咁耐仲唔扯,您想食宵夜
  9. 其實佢係傻,想食大菠蘿
  10. 您把口咁賤,畫花您塊面
  11. 您唔好發火,因住生芒果
  12. 俾鬼裝裙底,慘過扭耳仔
  13. 佢地好驚青,得把死人聲
  14. 一嚇就標尿,隨時俾人趙
  15. 成日痴膠花,尖叫似蘇蝦
  16. 自認係禽獸,衰到無人有
  17. 佢地係有病,就係唔知掟
  18. 驚就嗌阿媽,衰過玩泥沙
  19. 只要一出手,個個掉頭走
  20. 老細變上帝,有無咁巴閉

Thursday, October 16, 2008

忙碌的一天?

今天一大清早就起身了,因为我interview的工要orientation一天,看我工作态度如何咯。

8.45am - 上车去 Kelana Jaya LRT station。

9.00am - 进LRT,出发往Bangsar staion,因为公司在那边咯

9.15am - 抵达现场。

9.18am - 进办公室等待。

9.40am - 经理介绍自己,简单说明要我们做的东西。(只有我和两个女的进到2nd stage :p)

9.48am - 经理带着一名management trainer来带我。自我介绍后,就跟着她走了。她叫Leven,刚开始还听不清楚呢,因为名字太特别了,嘻嘻...人很好,可是她的车真的是...需要换了,LoL。然后另一位trainer带着一个新人跟我们一起出发。Trainer名叫Catherine,新人叫Leon。
开车途中,由于Leven本人也不知道目的地如何去,开红灯时,她竟然搅下车镜,问旁边的车路,我们直接吓倒...那人说需要U-turn,Leven就说,“那你给我们U-turn先ok?”,那人ok了,因为U-turn是吃右手边,而我们在左边的lane。我和Catherine,Leon都吓呆了,想不到还有好人存在,哈哈...

11.00am - 抵达Sri Petaling的Carrefour,今天目的是要做test market on 新出的香水,看看市场反应,而我只是负责在旁观察,然后学习。

11.15am - 正式开工。

1.45pm - 午饭时间。

2.00pm - Leven讲解给我听。

2.05pm - 放人~

2.15pm - 下雨,走不到去Bukit Jalil LRT站。唯有等到雨势没那么大才走咯。

2.45pm - 跟BB讲了半个钟头电话,看雨势没那么大了,就启程了。虽然雨势很小,可是太阳却还蛮猛的...太阳雨... :-(

3.20pm - 跟Leo在station门口废了不知几久,雨已经停了,但我却流了整身汗...进LRT。

3.40pm - 抵达Plaza Rakyat站,想说看看漫画,怎知道去到那里,已经搬了 :-( 又流了整身汗...

3.50pm - 在Pasar Seni站上车。那时已经有少少发烧了,一冷一热一冷一热...

4.15pm - 在Taman Bahagia站下车,跟妈妈去Pasar Malam去打包猪肠粉当晚餐。买到一半,倾盆大雨。

4.25pm - 驾车到地道时,已经发现水位很高。我妈以为很低,直冲...才下到去,直接死火...
慌了!!水位差不多要到我腰,想想吧...水一直涌进车里,连座位都湿了...我妈慌张了,不知如何是好。我也被她搞到我很‘蒙’了,但是看我妈那样,唯有冷静下来,问他可以call谁来帮手没有。想想下,想到我爸好像没有做工,就试试看打给他。果然他没做工,他说等他一下,马上到...

4.40pm - 等了15分钟,人还没到。每当有车在另外一个lane经过时,我们的车都会晃动,因为水位高到令我们的车否起来了...突然有两个印度人下摩多帮我们推车往后上回去,我也下车帮忙了。冒着雨,我们三人士想把车推回上斜波上。但由于太斜了,推不上去。我呢,满身汽油味,那些肮脏水里不知混合了什么东西...汽油是一定有的了,满身湿透了... :-(

4.50pm - 水位稍微推了。我看着便叫我妈尝试start车。Start了整10分钟终于成功了!!谢天谢地...我看着一辆辆的摩多车经过,知道已经退到可以过的地步,就叫我妈走。我妈还战战兢兢的,怕有死火...冲啊!!抵达回家!!刚park好车,我打给我爸说不用来了,他跟我说才刚到...一个五分钟都不到的车程,他竟然半个钟才到,无话可说...我妈直接叫我挂电话。

5.00pm - 第一时间,冲凉啊!!脏死了!!冲好了,发现有点头晕...

7.23pm - Leven打给我,她叫我明天上班!!嘻嘻...可是我的鞋...唯有拿我爸的用咯...

看来我真的不舒服了,虽然没感觉到有发烧,我看还是先休息吧,明天要6.50起床准备,7.50出门,8.30am上班~加油加油加油~!!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Sympathetic chord

The sudden play of this song below, I found that the lyrics hit me in the heart so accurately. It is a very nice song from Madonna. It was the third single to be taken from the 1995 ballads compilation Something to Remember and was released on March 7, 1996.

Madonna - One More Chance
I turned around too late to see the fallen star
I fell asleep and never saw the sun go down
I took your love for granted
Thought luck was always on my side
I turned around too late and you were gone
Chorus:
So give me one more chance
Darlin' if you care for me
Let me win your love
'Cause you were always there for me
If you care for me,
Be there for me
I like to play the queen of hearts and never thought I'd lose
I rolled the dice but never showed my hand
I planned it out so perfectly,
So you'd never leave a girl like me
I was a fool, but now I understand
(chorus)
Here is the law of the land
You play with fire and you'll get burned
Here is the lesson I've learned
That you don't know what you've got til it's gone
(chorus, without last two lines)
Gimme one more chance
Tell me that it's not too late
Let me win your love
Darlin' please don't hesitate
If you care for me,
Be there for me
Give me one more chance

Thursday, October 2, 2008

九王爷诞 v 开斋节

10月1号 - 开斋节的第一天,人家马来人新年,我们竟然去拜九王爷,哈哈...这是我第一次去拜呢,往常只是听听人家说而已,但是现在闷都闷死了,哪里有热闹就去哪里吧~也不可能去庆祝Hari Raya嘛...

大概十点左右吧我们抵达现场...还..蛮多人下的呢...进去之前,我们在隔壁一家老人院那儿买了些香烛用来等下进去拜拜。想说人多一定很热,带着项链,手链及戒指会很不方便,就打算拿下来放进口袋。怎知道,除下项链时,不小心掉进沟渠里,心疼死我了...幸好附近有洗手盆和肥皂来洗干净,不然油油的,脏死了...




入口 - 南天宫

~ 歌仔戏~

Monday, September 29, 2008

My weekend~

Oh My God...I've been clubbing for continuous 5 weeks...Broke my own record...Why am I there niway... Guess I enjoy dancing nowadays,hehee.... But best part is I get to drink~!! WOohoOoo... Man, I just enjoy drinking session, alcoholic drinks just drive me up.

Friday night - been to a place in cheras name "Nga Nga San", dunno any1 knew this place anot... Is like another small genting, but with restaurants and much nicer view. Damn, that day when we went there, the weather was awesome!! It was exactly same like genting, the mist, cold breeze...Gosh...Why do we have go such a long trip for the cool breeze while KL has the similar place huh,hahaa... But this kinda weather I guess is only applicable when after the rain. When normal days without the rain, the weather weren't that good, windy yes but cool breeze...no... After that went Frangipani cuz Gary wants us there. Damn, he is drunk like nobody business, as usual = =''
Saturday - been in KL, have to bought contacts lenses, cut my hair, change my DIGI to postpaid, buy some accessories...Really broke this time, spending 3 times of my usual expenses each month, if my mum knew it, she gonna kill me for sure :x When to cut my hair, though follow Leo got cheaper tim, dim ji...even more expensive T.T RM 50 le!! Below is my new hairstyle, paying 50 bucks for this?? Hell NO next time!! Then at night went clubbing as usual, hahaa...

Sunday - Movie session. Watch 画皮/Painted Skin, the movie overall not really good as expectation, what I enjoyed the movie was actually the actor and actress, and also the songs and music in the movie. In term of movie plot, kinda dissapointed though... Mahjong after that, what gambler we are huh, muahaaha... And so unfortunate, receive a news that dissapoint me and my friends, was damn piss at the time, ISH!!!!! 既然他甘想死 唔通你唔俾去死么!! >< (sorry abit rude here) No mood play mahjong d, so went dinner at William's Corner located at old LimKokWeng Building that area. Below is da fooddsss we ordered~





This is recommended by William,tauke of William's Corner, he name it
"CHOU HAI FAN"
please dun misunderstood me as so rude, tauke intro 1 oh~
basically is softshell crab, prawn + nasi goreng lo
This is Mee Raja Ayam
Gon Lou Mee + Ayam Belanda
(the chicken was delicous yol!! Just the mee bit dry...)

Yang ni Nasi Goreng Chicken Chop
the portion of chicken...even Brian can't finish it :x


Yang ni tak tahu apa Patai Mee Goreng + Sopu Kambing :x
It came together, the soup is all about pepper n pepper, taste of kambing le??

*P/S - This place is actually a very nice place for dinner when you came in empty stomach, everything serves here, the portion is gonna be double or may be triple size of other restaurants*

Thursday, September 25, 2008

ReborN

A new me has been reborn from the ashes.
From now on, no more sadness will ever drive into my life.
Here are some random pic I took recently:


The most recent pic (my forehead getting higher :-( )

Twin Tower at night, taken during a walk alone

Shih Tzu~Cute right?"Like his owner ma" (his owner said one...)

Leo's car meter reaching exact 8888Km~!!Gosh...

New alarm clock = New time = New life

Monday, September 22, 2008

希望




在短短三个月间发生了好多好多事情
这些事情甚至发展到令我产生轻生的念头...

我很懊恼,
也很悔恨;
懊恼为何事事都没如预期般顺利,
悔恨为何我将事情搞到如此地步。

这,
就是所谓的人生吗?

每当我决定一件事
认为那是最恰当的处理方式后
事情往往没有如我所想般解决
反而让我觉得那是错误的决定
就因为我反复无常的决定
我伤害了我一生中最重要的人
也伤害了我最不想伤害的人

在朋友间的问题
我感到很无助
无助于挽回失去了的朋友...

一件又一件的事情发生
令我完全喘不过气来

经过一夜的哭泣后
我希望我能重新振作起来
如果我连自己都站不起来
又如何能给于他人信心?
又如何证明我自己呢?

我希望能在接下来的日子里
稳定下我的心来
为了我所爱的人
也为了我自己
不能够再迷误了

为我所犯下的错
虽然已经过去而无法弥补
但以后我会做到比以前更好的
为此我会更加努力的!!

Friday, September 19, 2008

Tagged~!!

The last person tag you is?
-Benny C***t Mouth =p

What relationship of you with him/her?
-Close friend

Your 5 impression towards him/her?
-i. Skinny,
ii. Biatch~
iii.Immature :x
iv.Think too much...
v. Pessimist

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
-None that is memorable -_-

The most memorable words that he/she has said to you?
-L***~!!(wtf...)

If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
-Woa...Hmm...Ask him drink water instead of coke

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-Har...Eh...I'm too good to do any bad,lol~

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
-Keep his happiness always I guess

The overall impression to he/her is...
-Youth, which I... T.T

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Meany!!, LanSi!! Fierce!!(macam harimau aje)

The character for you for yourself is?
-Actually I'm a kind, adorable, sincere person....NOT~

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
-Being too str8 forward

The most ideal person you want to be is?
-Just being myself would be more than enough...

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
-I'm sorry for what I've done, I will try my best to give you my best, LOVE ya~

Ten people to tag:
1. Lex Ster
2. Le Fish
3. Brian
4. Sam Zai
5. Edwyn
6. KenGene
7. Ralph
8. Jason Moo
9. KokSeng
10.Keith

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
-With B**** lor...

Is number 3 a male or female?
-Ma....le

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
-Er...Totally no comment...

How about number 5 and number 8?
-Fuk me dead...

What is number 1 studying about?
-She is studying about MassComm stuff, totally professional~

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
-Them? Yesterday? just some of them are busy

Is number 4 a single?
-Yeap, waiting to be love~

Say something about number 2.
-I'm SOOOooooooo worry about his students...

THE END

Friday, September 12, 2008

We Belong Together



I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I couldn't have fathomed I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you Cause you didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now
That I don't Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Or what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me:
If you think you're lonely now
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep

I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying, trying
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feelin' inside
I need you, need you
Back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby we belong together baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together~

This song just suit my feelings right now at the exact point...
*Plagiarism lyrics from BeNny's blog,kekee...*

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Decision...

Few days ago
Your appearance in the club has bring me down to a level
Your approach has made me mentally break down at the moment...

I went out alone out of the street
Thinking alone for my past...

I realise
I had never move on since 2 years ago
And I can't move on either
I doesn't want to continue with my past
I want to put an end to it
I had ruined my few relationship due to it
How many more relationship I can ruin in the future?

I realise me & you can't to be together again
I hope you will understand
I doesn't want to go back where we were stop

For now
I have found what I really want
I hope you will forgive me for what I did
This is the song I want to dedicate to you,my love one
会呼吸的痛

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

迷惘de未来...

国庆之夜
本应计划是个狂野之夜
但不知为何
我的心突然进入迷惘当中
一时间无法自拔

我靠在nic的肩上
慢慢的
慢慢的
我才回起神来
脑海里浮现了他的样子
一个不问回报
一味儿付出的人

我的心很复杂
不知道自己在寻找着什么

也罢
虽然在那里慌神着
可是也快乐的过了这一夜
我也希望其他和我在一起的人也在当晚享乐

我很悔恨
也很惭愧
因为我伤害了
一个最不该伤害的人

爱着你
使我无权选择未来
放弃你
对彼此是最好的道路
你恨我
是对自己最好的安慰
不怨你
因为我心中明白是我有负于你

也许你不明白我这个选择
也不知有否思虑过前因后果
但我从不怪你
我明白你在想什么
只希望你能好好的过

也许你会恨我一辈子
但我会等你
等你能接受我回朋友的一天

回忆着过去
走进迷惘de未来
是好
是坏
在于一念之间
是天使
还是恶魔
就要看自己了
*PS-还是做恶魔好了*

Thursday, August 28, 2008

眼见未为真 耳听三分假

好久没上网了,搬了新家后就没得上,有得上时电脑就坏,真的倒霉...现在终于可以上啦!!
期间发生了好多好多事情...

“眼见未为真 耳听三分假”,这句话是我从“溏心风暴”里听来的。用在现实生活当中是再适合不过了。有时候,你眼见的事务,未必是真实的,听见的,不一定一百吧仙是真确的。眼见的,不一定是事情的全部,听见的,不一定是事情的真相。我呢,在过去领受了现实的残酷,知道了这句话的真实。现在要一百吧仙相信人是再难不过了...也许对一些人来说时间很可悲的事情,但是为了保护自己,这是一定要的了...

国庆要到了,真的不知道要去哪里好...到时候再想吧,晚安。

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

复杂的心,宁静的夜

又一个喝茶之夜,
我,拿起了手机,很自然的按着讯息。
突然间,我感到很错愕...
我应该send吗?
想了又想,想了又想...
还是算了吧...
我...没那份勇气...

把那份讯息save在了draft里,
将我的思念藏了起来,
继续的谈天说地...

回到家,
思念着同一个人,
等待着模糊的未来,
我的心,
扑通,扑通地响着,
周围仿佛停顿了一般,
脑海里,
只呈现了一个模样...

灯关了,
孩子睡了,
剩下的,
只有房里一直重复的音乐。

直觉告诉我不要白费心机,
但,
直觉也告诉我这就是我所要的。

以前的我,
不懂得珍惜。
现在的我,
要懂得抱窝。

我很傻,
也很丑,
处事粗心大意,
缺点一箩箩,
优点没几个,
但,
算到底,
我还是个好人...
吧?!

Monday, June 16, 2008

心情很糟...

好懒要写blog啊...近来都没有心情...看来我的interview是十死九生的了,没望...唉...然后A君又让我失望,我真的不知如何是好。罢啦,顺其自然吧,不想太勉强,让时间证明一切吧,还没到我放弃的地步,等着瞧吧!!也不知是不是我脾气很糟的关系,对于某位友人的择偶人选,很不是赞同...也罢,他喜欢就好了,身为一名朋友,要说的也说了,有什么‘冬瓜豆腐’,后果自负咯。不想写那么多,打机去了~


红豆沙一碗~

将门人曾志伟开的海鲜火锅酒家~

~汤底~*药材汤+四川麻辣火锅*

云顶娱乐城

Friday, May 30, 2008

My Dream, My Future, My life~!!

I have been wondering for years, what I'm going to up to for the rest of my life. This question has bug me for long long time and I never had an answer until recently. A job that able to fly around the world, servicing work field...solution: Air Steward!! Air steward is just the same as working as a waiter, the differences is that air steward is more professional and it works on the air, a more 'high class' waiter,lol...

Thinking about it, it is my dream afterall of being a air steward. But am I qualify to be a one, that is the question. In term of height, I think I am qualify, education just require credits in SPM, may be what I concern of is the look and my speaking skill. Many said that I spoke too soft yet too fast and not clear on my words. In fact, it is, and I tried to correct this mistakes of mine, but it doesn't seems to make any difference...And another 1, LOOK. Good looking can surely score a lot during the interview. And yet me...I really dun have confidence toward my outlook...Argh...A lot had gave me courage and a lot had also threw some hard words on me. I'm realli realli nervous...

Oh yea, the interview is at Crowne Plaza Hotel at KL, thursday morning. 6 more days to go. Argh, NERVOUS!! This is the 1st time I'm going for an interview, and this also is the most wish job I wanted to get in my life. Everyone please bless me on the interview. Any advice please please message me. Or any of you has friend working as an air steward can ask them give some advices on the interview? Please kindly ask them for help. ><

I forget to mention, today is my last day for internship, HUrRaay~!! Actually wasn't anything to happy about, as I'm more concern on my interview...That's it for now I guess...Thanks all!!

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

母亲节 + 喝茶

上个礼拜日,不用我说也知道是母亲节啦。*私语:有些人还真的不知道嘞...无语*这一天,也不用多说,是陪母亲大人的啦。11am,我,我娘,两姐及Onn仔(大姐的男友)出发去白沙罗王宫酒家吃点心,Onn仔请客,嘻嘻。是坐落于sunway damansara的一件名酒家,蛮气派的。在里面,给一位不专业的年轻服务生招呼,连桌布都没换就给我们放餐具上桌,真是不卫生。跟一位经理级人马投诉,她就立刻给我们换上新的了。还好,不然唱衰你,哈哈...讲笑啦。


这孩子厉害吧,这样也睡得着...

孩子:还是妈妈大腿最好睡 ^^

然后是,礼拜一,我4.30就放工了,真少有呢^^。某某人病倒了,真是担心,希望他好好照顾自己啦。突发事件,竟然被邀出喝茶,哈哈,少有的夜晚。在大约9pm左右跟Jayce,风,XinYe以及Louis在subang的“第一站”喝茶去了。在那里听到一个蛮惊人的消息,在这里还是保密的好了。


Ice Honey 一杯~
我和XinYe
Jayce=衰婆
风和XinYe
我和Louis

Thursday, May 8, 2008

预感

要来介绍旧歌一首,一首我从来没听过但,一听就着迷了的歌。由于周定纬翻唱了这首歌,我才得以认识。这首歌是1997年的歌,经过了11年的岁月了。在网上找不到陈奕迅版,so就听听下周定纬版本的吧~!!

陈奕迅
预感

爱你变习惯 不再稀罕
我们该冷静谈一谈
你说你喜欢 一点点浪漫
却把跟随我的脚步 放慢
没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天 天天纷乱
我一再试探 你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样

有一种预感 爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢 爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感 想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

没有你分享分担
我的快乐悲伤
心情天天 天天纷乱
我一再试探 你一再隐瞒
是谁改变爱情原来的模样

有一种预感 爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢 爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感 想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

有一种预感 爱就要离岸
所有回忆却慢慢碎成片断
不能尽欢 爱总是苦短
我只想要你最后的答案
有一种预感 想挽回太难
对你还有无可救药的期盼
我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

我坐立难安 望眼欲穿
我会永远守在灯火阑珊的地方

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

闷。计划将来

有好几个星期没update我的部落格了。事因我真的没什么可以写...近来在办公室里,我都无所事事,没有东西委托我去做,搞到我只能对着电脑上网,闷都闷慌了。唯有偷偷上msn咯。上星期六nic提早庆生,邀了他一班朋友去一间泰国餐厅请吃,当然包括我。但是我一个人,除了nic之外都不认识人了...所以找了brian陪我去咯。还好有他相伴,不然我在那里真的是闷慌了,全部陌生人。今天5月6日是他的正日,在这里祝你生日快乐。 ^^

在一夜之间,我做了一个重大的决定,那就是。。。我打算申请作空中少爷,air steward。很突然...但我也觉得是时间我要决定自己的未来了...一直以来我都对自己的未来很迷惘。我不清楚自己到底要做什么。然而,现在我终于做出了一个决定。我本身很喜欢到处旅游,但是家境平穷,没能如愿以偿。但是借助这个工作的机会,我能实现这个喜好,同时也能赚一笔钱了。但如果要找的话,不会找本地的航空公司。一来我想独立,二来国外的航空公司福利比较好吧...还有一个特别原因,嘻嘻...我找呀找,找到香港的cathay pacific还没过截止日期,所以呢打算试试看。很紧张呢,哈哈...希望真的能被录取就好了。不过那时我就住在那里了,离别我的故乡亲友一段日子。神啊,帮帮我吧... ><*第3者介入:臭家伙,你几时信神的,需要帮忙时才去求神!!*

Sunday, April 20, 2008

DeMiGoD~!!

Demi = Half
God = the one Supreme Being, the creator and ruler of the universe

Combination of this 2 means half god, as half human being, half a god status. I doesn't know why suddenly come up with this word. This word, from what I recalled, was 1st heard from Warcraft III 1 of the scenario. Dunno why I was so obsessed with this word nowadays, hmm...

Oh Oh, I know y!! As being a god, u can have ultimate power that a human doesn't have, but apart from that, a god can't do things human can*erhemm....know whats that rite... *

Being a human can freely love and be loved. But they don't have powers god has.

So, to deal with such issue, being a demigod wuld solve the issue~right? Although doesn't as powerful as a actual god, but they still have powers and being able to love freely ain't it?

Ah...Is just my imagination out of nowhere. But peoples do visualize things that they can't achive in reality, don't they?

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Working life...

Thursday...One more day to weekend...But yet feel is sooo far away and so long more to reach...

My internship life was not that good at it is...Ya, I did learn things from this company, but the difference with others is...I have to work till very late. Is kind of expected for me, working in an advertising agency, but all friends, even my colleagues said is not neccessarily for me to go back late. But the problem is...the boss has not spoken yet, how could I leave while everyone is busy rushing for the work, is ain't responsible if I leave in the middle of it right...

And yea, I went back at 2.45am this morning, yes 2.45AM!!! It was not the first time going back late, last last friday also went back at 1am. Actually I wasn't a big issue for me, cause I will take it as cope for my further career that would be in this kind of working life as well. Eventually most of my friends were furious about this issue though. "You're just doing intern, under law and regulation, yuo're not......" blah blah & blah blah...I understand that, but I just don't want make it as an issue. *so kind of me,hahaa...*

Oh well, 1 & a half month more to go, gambate till then~!!

Monday, April 14, 2008

Half way trough ma busy life~

ARgh...so busy nowadays after my intern started...Just spend some time now update. Last saturday went state makan itik with lex hun & susan. Is not our 1st time there though, cause the itik there not bad la I guess...3.8 of 5 rating, but customer services is definitely 1 out of 5, so rude!!


Ini lah itik tu~

Lex:"Is MY mushroom, dun even think of it!!" Gam Hiong Cha Chan Teng

View from outside the shop
This is MBPJ building,the trademark building of the area.

That's about last week. Yesterday went do free shooting at cheras for APPLE magazine, as a replacement...Better than nothing ><>

And today Sunday, went Amcorp Mall look for antique probs for my company's event hosting purpose. And yeah, found a supplier who could rent this probs, so... MISSION COMPLETE~Amcorp Mall has really change a lot since last time my secondary school time. Now the place is much more crowded and has lots of stalls. Anyone looking for any old collection can actually go over there, that place full of stalls selling old stuffs, a very resourceful flee market I would say, is a place that worth a walk.

That's it I guess for the day, gonna sleep now, tommorrow still have to work.

Thursday, April 3, 2008


乃大海中微妙生动的小鱼儿

乃人群中平凡不过的小人物
海洋
深不见底得令人恐惧
人类
深不可测得令人畏惧

小鱼儿
曾经为了爱情牺牲很多
曾经为了爱情失去很多
不理会友人忠告
不理会旁人是非
沉醉在自身世界里


小鱼儿没有后悔
小鱼儿学会很多
后悔
代表对那份感情的不尊重
学会
代表自己的为人更加成熟

很多人很多时候
往往因为一时的执念
都会做出错误的决定
但 这并不代表一切是错的
错或对
都在于个人的看法而异
最重要的
是对得起自己的良心
过得了自己的那一关

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Restless Weekend

Well well well, had a very restless weekend...

First of all I want to wish Happy Birthday to Jkee and Mummy Sylvia*Getting YOUNGER d,hahaa...*. Yesterday night we celebrated birthday for this 2 "LOVELY" boy and gal which fall on saturday & sunday at La Roy.

As usual, alcohols on the run!! Sylvia brought back few alcohols from Swiz as she just came back from outstation yesterday. But hey, we don't have any cakes for this birthday party yo, but only 30 muffins~ And again, a craziest and happening night as usual for La Roy members...But I was suprised that many of them went drunk at quite early of the time, I not even have enough!! I din take any pics at the party, cause I think is too obscene for me to post up here. >< *Ur b'day present I promise will giv u OK!! Fish nvr lie :p*

Around 5am I rush back home cuz my dad is about to take off back for Qing Ming. I din even sleep at all, went talking whole night long with a friend, but it was a good talk though. Can't really sleep in car...Argh...just close my eyes and rest then...

Why every year Qing Ming is so must be the good weather?! Not even a single year of my 22 years of Qing Ming had a rainy or even a cloudy day during Qing Ming...*Duh, the ancestors are looking forward for the day,can't let anything happen at this time yol!!* It was freaking hot again, burning again, from my great great grandparents, then great grandparents, and lastly my grandma. It was sunny all day long, until when the time of decided to go home, there comes the heavy rain...*Argh...!! I want to go home!!* After half an hour of waiting, when the rain wasn't going too heavy, from there only we start our journey back.

And now reaching home, restless facing the computer typing blog... o.O I can't sleep now, or else later I can't sleep at night. So I just wait for night to come and sleep earlier or when I really can't stand the tiredness.

Tomorrow gonna start my very 1st day of practical training, hope nothing goes wrong, everyone wish me luck yol!!

Thursday, March 27, 2008

A Miserable Day~

Ah... Writting this post in english cause few friends of mine complaining they can't read chinese, and go on saying i'm writting dirty stuff in my post... Gosh...FINE, english this time then.

Well, MR Loges asked me... Wait...OOPPSS, is Ms. Loges *hahaa...* asked me out for a movie with Kah Mun at KLCC, so I went for it. Well, is a good way to pass my time before my internship start next week.

Before the movie starts, we went for lunch at CHILLIS~Well, although is not the place I visit often due to the price but, well, for friends.


FRIES~

Our dessert, Mount Chocolate Cake~So perfect~

After some times of waiting for someone...*IT STARTS ERUPTING!!*



Half demolishing...

Leftover...><

That is Me, Loges and Kah Mun~*The evil smile of Loges~*

Movie time, "27 Dresses", another typical comedy romance movie I should say. Overall not bad la I guess, hmm...

Many thanks to Loges and Kah Mun accompany me spend my miserable time. And your cinnamon rolls eh Loges, thanks a lot!! Haven't try it though, will tell ya later.

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

又那么一天~

歌手:杨宗纬 专辑:鸽子
作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)
歌曲:洋葱

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

*如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就像一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

*chorus

这是一首找了蛮久的歌,到今天才知道歌名,哈哈。虽说这个歌不算旧,不过也有一段时间了吧。主唱杨宗纬是超级星光大道出身的。虽然一些意外没能得奖,不过在大家的心理对他也有打定的分数了。不知为何对他没什好感,但是还是佩服他的歌声啦。这首歌很不错,值得一听哦!

Friday, March 21, 2008

沉静的夜...

又是无聊的一天,由于下午睡太多了,导致到现在都还没睡。昨天打麻将打到五点多,疯掉!!玩了一整夜,才输那一块钱,浪费我时间 >< ,不过我玩也只不过享受那种吃糊的满足感,而不是赌博哦!! *我可不是滥赌!!* 他们都说,“不怕你赌大,只怕你常赌”,所谓常赌成性,久而久之很容易上瘾,所以要赌,最好要有自制心才可以。

越是进入深夜,我就越想越多...整个夜晚,不知为何,不想出去,想呆在家而已,超无聊的...一如往常,我还是思念着一个人,一个我唯一爱过的人。命运弄人,种种交错,令到我们现在无法再回一起。我觉得很是遗憾,但是我没后悔过,后悔,就表示对这份感情的不尊重。或许是时机未到,昂是我们有缘无份,我不知道,但是我很肯定我没爱错过。很多人都对我们这段感情给于批评,但是他们都不是当事人,根本就不懂内里的一切。人言可畏,在这腐烂透顶的社会里,你做一百件好事没人会注意,然而你做了一件错事之后,人人都会知道,一传十,十传百,轻而易举就可令到你永无翻身之地。我...很讨厌这种感觉。自己也不是什么好人,凭什么去批评别人?我很珍惜我们这一段感情,就算现在只是朋友也好,我也已经满足了。我明白到,希望越大,失望越大,我不期望着什么,只希望大家都过的快快乐乐的,以后会否有发展以后才算吧。凡事都不要太过追究吗..这也是我要学习的一样东西呢,因为我会有欲望去知道我所爱的人的一切,哈哈...

夜了,睡吧...晚安了...Zzzz

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

起点

由小学起,人人都有一个花名,当然我也不例外。我名字最后一个字跟“鱼”一字音很像,从此之后人人都叫我为“鱼”了。然而中学就读的是国中,因此我的名也就演变成今天的“Fish”了。
第一次写Blog的我,以此为起点,将我的一点想法写于当中,然而我奇懒无比,不知几久才会写写一些东西咯~,哈哈。