Monday, September 29, 2008

My weekend~

Oh My God...I've been clubbing for continuous 5 weeks...Broke my own record...Why am I there niway... Guess I enjoy dancing nowadays,hehee.... But best part is I get to drink~!! WOohoOoo... Man, I just enjoy drinking session, alcoholic drinks just drive me up.

Friday night - been to a place in cheras name "Nga Nga San", dunno any1 knew this place anot... Is like another small genting, but with restaurants and much nicer view. Damn, that day when we went there, the weather was awesome!! It was exactly same like genting, the mist, cold breeze...Gosh...Why do we have go such a long trip for the cool breeze while KL has the similar place huh,hahaa... But this kinda weather I guess is only applicable when after the rain. When normal days without the rain, the weather weren't that good, windy yes but cool breeze...no... After that went Frangipani cuz Gary wants us there. Damn, he is drunk like nobody business, as usual = =''
Saturday - been in KL, have to bought contacts lenses, cut my hair, change my DIGI to postpaid, buy some accessories...Really broke this time, spending 3 times of my usual expenses each month, if my mum knew it, she gonna kill me for sure :x When to cut my hair, though follow Leo got cheaper tim, dim ji...even more expensive T.T RM 50 le!! Below is my new hairstyle, paying 50 bucks for this?? Hell NO next time!! Then at night went clubbing as usual, hahaa...

Sunday - Movie session. Watch 画皮/Painted Skin, the movie overall not really good as expectation, what I enjoyed the movie was actually the actor and actress, and also the songs and music in the movie. In term of movie plot, kinda dissapointed though... Mahjong after that, what gambler we are huh, muahaaha... And so unfortunate, receive a news that dissapoint me and my friends, was damn piss at the time, ISH!!!!! 既然他甘想死 唔通你唔俾去死么!! >< (sorry abit rude here) No mood play mahjong d, so went dinner at William's Corner located at old LimKokWeng Building that area. Below is da fooddsss we ordered~





This is recommended by William,tauke of William's Corner, he name it
"CHOU HAI FAN"
please dun misunderstood me as so rude, tauke intro 1 oh~
basically is softshell crab, prawn + nasi goreng lo
This is Mee Raja Ayam
Gon Lou Mee + Ayam Belanda
(the chicken was delicous yol!! Just the mee bit dry...)

Yang ni Nasi Goreng Chicken Chop
the portion of chicken...even Brian can't finish it :x


Yang ni tak tahu apa Patai Mee Goreng + Sopu Kambing :x
It came together, the soup is all about pepper n pepper, taste of kambing le??

*P/S - This place is actually a very nice place for dinner when you came in empty stomach, everything serves here, the portion is gonna be double or may be triple size of other restaurants*

Thursday, September 25, 2008

ReborN

A new me has been reborn from the ashes.
From now on, no more sadness will ever drive into my life.
Here are some random pic I took recently:


The most recent pic (my forehead getting higher :-( )

Twin Tower at night, taken during a walk alone

Shih Tzu~Cute right?"Like his owner ma" (his owner said one...)

Leo's car meter reaching exact 8888Km~!!Gosh...

New alarm clock = New time = New life

Monday, September 22, 2008

希望




在短短三个月间发生了好多好多事情
这些事情甚至发展到令我产生轻生的念头...

我很懊恼,
也很悔恨;
懊恼为何事事都没如预期般顺利,
悔恨为何我将事情搞到如此地步。

这,
就是所谓的人生吗?

每当我决定一件事
认为那是最恰当的处理方式后
事情往往没有如我所想般解决
反而让我觉得那是错误的决定
就因为我反复无常的决定
我伤害了我一生中最重要的人
也伤害了我最不想伤害的人

在朋友间的问题
我感到很无助
无助于挽回失去了的朋友...

一件又一件的事情发生
令我完全喘不过气来

经过一夜的哭泣后
我希望我能重新振作起来
如果我连自己都站不起来
又如何能给于他人信心?
又如何证明我自己呢?

我希望能在接下来的日子里
稳定下我的心来
为了我所爱的人
也为了我自己
不能够再迷误了

为我所犯下的错
虽然已经过去而无法弥补
但以后我会做到比以前更好的
为此我会更加努力的!!

Friday, September 19, 2008

Tagged~!!

The last person tag you is?
-Benny C***t Mouth =p

What relationship of you with him/her?
-Close friend

Your 5 impression towards him/her?
-i. Skinny,
ii. Biatch~
iii.Immature :x
iv.Think too much...
v. Pessimist

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
-None that is memorable -_-

The most memorable words that he/she has said to you?
-L***~!!(wtf...)

If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
-Woa...Hmm...Ask him drink water instead of coke

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-Har...Eh...I'm too good to do any bad,lol~

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
-Keep his happiness always I guess

The overall impression to he/her is...
-Youth, which I... T.T

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Meany!!, LanSi!! Fierce!!(macam harimau aje)

The character for you for yourself is?
-Actually I'm a kind, adorable, sincere person....NOT~

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
-Being too str8 forward

The most ideal person you want to be is?
-Just being myself would be more than enough...

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
-I'm sorry for what I've done, I will try my best to give you my best, LOVE ya~

Ten people to tag:
1. Lex Ster
2. Le Fish
3. Brian
4. Sam Zai
5. Edwyn
6. KenGene
7. Ralph
8. Jason Moo
9. KokSeng
10.Keith

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
-With B**** lor...

Is number 3 a male or female?
-Ma....le

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
-Er...Totally no comment...

How about number 5 and number 8?
-Fuk me dead...

What is number 1 studying about?
-She is studying about MassComm stuff, totally professional~

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
-Them? Yesterday? just some of them are busy

Is number 4 a single?
-Yeap, waiting to be love~

Say something about number 2.
-I'm SOOOooooooo worry about his students...

THE END

Friday, September 12, 2008

We Belong Together



I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I couldn't have fathomed I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you Cause you didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now
That I don't Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Or what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me:
If you think you're lonely now
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep

I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying, trying
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feelin' inside
I need you, need you
Back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby we belong together baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together~

This song just suit my feelings right now at the exact point...
*Plagiarism lyrics from BeNny's blog,kekee...*

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Decision...

Few days ago
Your appearance in the club has bring me down to a level
Your approach has made me mentally break down at the moment...

I went out alone out of the street
Thinking alone for my past...

I realise
I had never move on since 2 years ago
And I can't move on either
I doesn't want to continue with my past
I want to put an end to it
I had ruined my few relationship due to it
How many more relationship I can ruin in the future?

I realise me & you can't to be together again
I hope you will understand
I doesn't want to go back where we were stop

For now
I have found what I really want
I hope you will forgive me for what I did
This is the song I want to dedicate to you,my love one
会呼吸的痛

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

迷惘de未来...

国庆之夜
本应计划是个狂野之夜
但不知为何
我的心突然进入迷惘当中
一时间无法自拔

我靠在nic的肩上
慢慢的
慢慢的
我才回起神来
脑海里浮现了他的样子
一个不问回报
一味儿付出的人

我的心很复杂
不知道自己在寻找着什么

也罢
虽然在那里慌神着
可是也快乐的过了这一夜
我也希望其他和我在一起的人也在当晚享乐

我很悔恨
也很惭愧
因为我伤害了
一个最不该伤害的人

爱着你
使我无权选择未来
放弃你
对彼此是最好的道路
你恨我
是对自己最好的安慰
不怨你
因为我心中明白是我有负于你

也许你不明白我这个选择
也不知有否思虑过前因后果
但我从不怪你
我明白你在想什么
只希望你能好好的过

也许你会恨我一辈子
但我会等你
等你能接受我回朋友的一天

回忆着过去
走进迷惘de未来
是好
是坏
在于一念之间
是天使
还是恶魔
就要看自己了
*PS-还是做恶魔好了*