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看到了某人的一篇文章，感覺蛮對的。當分手時， 我們都會想問， 為什麼要分手？你有沒有愛過我？我做錯了什麼？之類的問題。

我在想，就算問了後，能改變到什麼呢？既然你有這樣的念頭，表示這段感情已有了瑕疵。

對，缺陷也有缺陷的美。但，往往人們還是比較嚮往完美，美麗的。無論如何挽救，有瑕疵就是代表缺陷，永遠無法在讓他完美起來…就如錫箔，鄒了，無論你如何烫平它，都無法像開始般無鄒折。

曾經我以為我能像從前般，與你快樂了的生活。但，始終瑕疵了的愛情，往往無法像以往一樣。而我們這一段感情也顯得特別脆弱，一擊就破。

‘是你自己花心就說，’

的確，花心的我不容易掌控。要讓我停止粘花惹草，最簡單就是待在我身旁。我害怕孤獨，害怕寂寞。ㄦ時的我特別孤僻，導致有輕微的自閉現象。我不想回到ㄦ時的我，不想再將自己封鎖起來。

不愛了

連回憶

都是負荷

對這一句，我感覺好像‘Ｄｅｊａｖｕ’（幻覺記憶）般，有很大的共鳴。當我不愛了，連說話都顯得特別沒耐心。

有時我很內疚，很慚愧。在感情世界裡，我永遠都將事情搞到一塌糊塗，亂七八糟。往往我都無法將事情處理妥當，一而再，再而三的傷害一個又一個。特別是在遠方的她。我知道無論我說什麼也只是藉口，不期待她的原諒，只希望她過的好。

曾經的過去，現在的回億。我不會嚮往它，只會從中學習，為未來的我和你而努力。

本地道路行录

想必很多人在驾驶上都有遇到一些让你PEK CHEK到一种地步的驾驶人士吧？

由于本人性情还蛮暴躁的，加上驾驶技术还蛮“狼死”的，所以如果在路上遇上那些TSK(陀衰家，听988学的)，我还真想直接给他奶奶的撞过去。

其实如果你们有仔细观察，往往这些TSK来来去去都是那几类人。

1. 马来女– 我不是种族或性别歧视，可是她们真的是让人PEK CHEK到一种让我无法以言语来形容我的愤怒。就以我近期还能搜索的记忆来打个比方: 在一个堵车的道路上，如果你想吃去另一条lane，当然会先signal，然后等待机会吃过去。我就打了signal后，然后看有空位就吃过去右边lane。当我要吃过去时，右边lane的马来女赶快踏进油门想不让我过，可是我已经出了一半。他看自己过不到，就开始horn我了。她奶奶的，妳是盲的？看不到我打signal吗？Horn个屁阿？那么喜欢horn干么不回家对着自己孩子horn饱它。真是有够dulan，当时真想reverse给她撞过去，然后告给她死。

2. Auntie – 我想这个大多的人都有遇过吧？我真不知道她们是想省油或是想确保安全，她们驾车可以慢到一种程度。20kps? 40kps? 不是吧…有必要那么慢吗？在大马路上就算了，你要慢慢驾，就散到旁边去。可是如果在单行道上，您可不可以快少少，为您后面的车辆着想嘛…想越过她可是反方向又有车辆，真的是欲哭无泪…

3. 印度人 –车改装到已不知是什么车不再说，他们的signal是坏了不还是要省电？要吃过人家可以先signal吗？如果我不让是不是给我撞过去呢？想吃左就左，右就右，整条路你奶奶的？就算有signal都好，吃过来了才signal有屁用么？真的危险到极点！

*以上并不代表所有有关类型的人，只是部分*

有时候我会想，如果我车可以再硬一点，没有法律限制，没有后顾之忧，我还管他奶奶的给他狠狠撞过去！

Unexpected Guest

Today 8th of September, went movie with ImmImm they all as she has free tickets again. ^^ Of course this we have to thx to Alfred, THX ALFRED for the tix!!

The movie overall was not bad la, may be I wasn't in the mood to laugh, for some reasons(which I don't even know the reason,lol*PMS?*)...

After the movie ends, we met an unexpected guest at the entrance:梁智强，Jack Neo, one the director & actor of the movie. I guess he was there to survey the audiences' respond on the movie. ImmImm was so excite at the moment. She actually get his autograph inside the cinema already. Now since the movie is finish, Wurn plans to approach him to take a photo with him. We wait & wait & wait cause Mr John Neo was busy chatting with the crew/workers or whoever it is. There come Alfred help us bump into him & request for the photo section. N wee~All of us manage to take photo with him~ Was kinda...bit excited la,hahaa...Afterall first time take pic with celebrity mer. We also saw 黎明姨 passing trough. Actually I want to take pic with her more, but since she was like on the way back, better don't disturb the elderly 黎明姨 back home rest early. Really respect her ^^. Saw few local celeb but don't even know their names,lol...

Appreciate

Life wasn't any good at all this year. Not to say is totally chaos, but still wasn't good enough. Ya' know, human demand for more, never satisfy...I'm those kind who never know when to satisfy, and this is where I loss a lot due to it.

I had a lot of good opportunity, in lots of aspect, but what I'm referring to here is relationship. I had few good person I can really be together with for very very long time. And what I have done, ending up with nothing. Hereby I have to apologize to GCH... he put his trust on me, but once again I have failed him. If weren't due to our bad temper, we could really make a perfect couple. As for LHS, really...God is like playing a hide and seek game between us, argh...

Is not like I'm saying I'm regretting of all the decision I made, after all this is the path I have choose. I bare the responsibility and make no excuse for myself.

I really do not know what I really want. I do not know what love really is. Perhaps I should really learn to appreciate before anything else. For now, perhaps what I need is a simply love, simple lifestyle, anything extra could drive me crazy...

爱一个人好难...

从前有只猪，家庭围绕着不平凡的背景，但由于终日体弱多病，所以家人都特别呵护照顾他。一次机缘巧合下，猪猪认识了一只莫名的鱼儿。鱼儿跟猪猪在不知不觉中产生了情愫。久而久之，它们破天荒地走在一起了。鱼儿跟猪猪很开心的能得到这缘分的邂逅，彼此都很珍惜对方。对鱼儿来说，虽然跟猪猪是不同种类的生物，但感情的事终究难解，以往虽然都跟同类的鱼交往，但都没有好结果。当鱼儿真要处于绝望的时刻，它遇到了猪猪，猪猪再一次给于鱼儿一线对爱情的希望。所以鱼儿很珍惜这份感情…

然而不幸的事终究还是发生了…猪猪病情突然发作，面对着父母家人，猪猪觉得应该给家人一个交待，希望家人能接受，因为猪猪也很爱着鱼儿…但事情永远都不会像童话故事般的开花结果，猪猪的家人极力反对猪猪跟鱼儿交往，甚至断绝猪猪对外的联络。猪猪的家人还严重警告，威胁鱼儿不得再和猪猪有任何联络，否则将祸连家人…猪猪的家人都诬赖鱼儿带坏猪猪，甚至还弄到猪猪病发。猪家人说，“你们是不同类的生物，根本不可能在一起，不要再来骚扰它！”…猪家人根本没有给鱼儿任何辩护的余地，直接被猪家人判入十八层地狱永不翻身…

鱼儿对于事情的发生很无奈，更无助，终日垂头丧气，一来担心猪猪病情,二来感到彷徨无助…鱼儿知道这件事情根本已无从选择，也只能黯然接受事实…过了几天，猪猪终于联络上鱼儿来解释，猪猪在爱情和家人间选择了后者，它不想家人伤心。也对，始终父母养育之恩比任何恩惠还来得重要。鱼儿也只能默默的祝福它…

有位友人对鱼儿说，“你应该为它感到骄傲，这是它选择的道路，虽然辛苦，可是对它来说是值得的，父母的债是永远都换不清的”。听完了友人的话，鱼儿也想通了许多，不再执著了，虽然心痛是难免的，但至少鱼儿明白父母的笑容，就是猪猪的笑容。鱼儿不想那么自私占有猪猪，想到猪猪的笑容，鱼儿自自然然的也要振作起来，不让其它人失望，也不要让在远方的猪猪担心，内疚。

鱼儿在这学会了一点，“爱一个人并不一定要拥有他才叫幸福，得到了也并不代表绝对，最重要是对方健健康康开开心心的过日子，还比其它东西来得重要”

Ban!!

Is been a very very long time since I last went to Murni, and yesterday I happened to hang out there for supper with friends.

Guess what, there weren't as much customers as last time. As I was wondering, I realize the workers around had totally changed to different peoples, even the boss, hmmm.... We sat down and wanted to order our meal, but eventually none of the workers around seems to serve us. As we waving hand, making noise to attract them to come to serve us, but none of them seems to bother. Either they are watching tv, sms+ing or chit chatting with each other... WTF!! Are gonna do business or what? After like 10 minutes of meaningless hand waving, Brian beh tahan and go ask them come over directly...

After finish the meals, when wanna pay the bill, same thing happen again. Damn it, are they working or what? Last time the boss and his wife were around things wasn't like that, now?? Damn, gonna ban this place FOREVER!!

纳闷中...

啊...已经在家待业都有整两个月了，再找不到工作我可就死了...
年尾了，要找工也不是间易事，大多公司都close account了，都不请人...
现在只好拜托那些job agent来找工作了，随便找份稳定的工先吧，有钱最重要！！

*Say yes to mOo~*

I wish...

After so long I finally gonna update my blog, hahaa... So freaking busy with whatever stuff and no mood to blogging.

This few weeks has been a tough time for me cause lots of things happen, from the saddest to the happiest things happen in this short period... But well, atleast it balance up, hahaa... This one happiest thing has able to cover all my problems... Well, to be more accurate is a person, you know who izit, hahaa... So don't ask me who :p

Today morning went to have a appointment with dentist to do my teeths. Supposingly the appointment is last week, but due to some problems has postpone to today. Momo slept late made me skip my breakfast, so straight away go to c dentist. When arrive still hv to wait for a bitch inside cuz of her sudden 'bengkak', dentist has to cure her 1st ><

Now is my turn to do my teeth. I have 4 fillings and 1 extraction to do. Gosh... So painful... Still ok when comes to extraction, cuz dentist already inject paralyzer, made my mouth so numb at the time. After like an hour time or less, finally the tough time has pass... Can't open my mouth due to the bleeding and had to bite and hold the cotton in my mouth. Went cc play dota b4 head back to home.

Evening time, 2nd sis n mum duno y had a big fight... Was inside room so dunno wat excatly happen, jz know scold here n ther, very gek dong n cry, "BANG", door close n another 1 went out, "BANG"... Swt... Can't eat hot food due to my teeth, so hv to eat cold food instead. Order Mc delivery with my eldest sis. After receive the meals stil hv to wait for it to cool down only can eat, aicks, hungry dou sei...

Well well... Hope everything goes out fine, I mean EVERYTHING... job, friends, and of course, me & u...

我的底线

每一个人都有自己一个忍让的底线。
而我呢，对于我来说，
你能骂我，打我，侮辱我，但你绝对不要冤枉我，一旦触碰那底线，谁都无情说。

记得小时候，
不知什么事，我妈不分青红皂白痛打了我一顿，
但我知道的，是那事情根本与我无关，
我一直喊着，“不是我，不是我”，
但她却打得更用力...
我也只能挨打，然后躲在房里痛哭...
事后虽然我妈知道真相后有跟我道歉，
但她已在那时心灵弱小的我，
烙印着磨灭不了的阴影...

至此之后，我发誓，我不要再被人冤枉，
你能骂我，侮辱我，甚至打我，我都能让步，
但唯独冤枉我这一事，我绝对不让步。

~搞笑金句②~

1. 有前就無後，肥過你老豆
2. 深夜搞死屍，慘過生飛滋
3. 您個死仔包，亂黏香口膠
4. 俾人捅一刀，好在有豬膏
5. 您係我恩公，驚您變公公
6. 打波係體育，幾時變賭局
7. 原笑爆粗口，仲想扮死狗
8. 邊度有粉腸？睇下佢衰樣
9. 世上多神棍，成日搵老襯
10. 邊個扮好人，去接近衰神
11. 您乜野鄉下？貪污要打靶
12. 蚊蚊飛落肚，因住嘔白泡
13. 條友去叫雞，因住執兩劑
14. 你都算靚仔，青山大把位
15. 想錫我条女？打扁你個咀
16. 你係咪姓賴，屎你賴唔賴
17. 有人發爛渣，見人就想打
18. 殘花真係姣，頭髮似雀巢
19. 你都好求其，成身係頭皮
20. 鼻涕當精液，你係咪想食

~搞笑金句~①

1. 霸主發爛渣，好似塊豬扒
2. 偷野學老豆，唔會做阿茂
3. 篤屎係證據，唔信食左佢
4. 立志要訓身，唔係痴孖筋
5. 有人發窮惡，神仙搵命搏
6. 路人乙白痴，菲傭早就知
7. 呢班死馬騮，睇見你就嬲
8. 咁耐仲唔扯，您想食宵夜
9. 其實佢係傻，想食大菠蘿
10. 您把口咁賤，畫花您塊面
11. 您唔好發火，因住生芒果
12. 俾鬼裝裙底，慘過扭耳仔
13. 佢地好驚青，得把死人聲
14. 一嚇就標尿，隨時俾人趙
15. 成日痴膠花，尖叫似蘇蝦
16. 自認係禽獸，衰到無人有
17. 佢地係有病，就係唔知掟
18. 驚就嗌阿媽，衰過玩泥沙
19. 只要一出手，個個掉頭走
20. 老細變上帝，有無咁巴閉

忙碌的一天？

今天一大清早就起身了，因为我interview的工要orientation一天，看我工作态度如何咯。

8.45am - 上车去 Kelana Jaya LRT station。

9.00am - 进LRT,出发往Bangsar staion,因为公司在那边咯

9.15am - 抵达现场。

9.18am - 进办公室等待。

9.40am - 经理介绍自己，简单说明要我们做的东西。（只有我和两个女的进到2nd stage :p）

9.48am - 经理带着一名management trainer来带我。自我介绍后，就跟着她走了。她叫Leven，刚开始还听不清楚呢，因为名字太特别了，嘻嘻...人很好，可是她的车真的是...需要换了，LoL。然后另一位trainer带着一个新人跟我们一起出发。Trainer名叫Catherine，新人叫Leon。
开车途中，由于Leven本人也不知道目的地如何去，开红灯时，她竟然搅下车镜，问旁边的车路，我们直接吓倒...那人说需要U-turn，Leven就说，“那你给我们U-turn先ok?”，那人ok了，因为U-turn是吃右手边，而我们在左边的lane。我和Catherine,Leon都吓呆了，想不到还有好人存在，哈哈...

11.00am - 抵达Sri Petaling的Carrefour，今天目的是要做test market on 新出的香水，看看市场反应，而我只是负责在旁观察，然后学习。

11.15am - 正式开工。

1.45pm - 午饭时间。

2.00pm - Leven讲解给我听。

2.05pm - 放人~

2.15pm - 下雨，走不到去Bukit Jalil LRT站。唯有等到雨势没那么大才走咯。

2.45pm - 跟BB讲了半个钟头电话，看雨势没那么大了，就启程了。虽然雨势很小，可是太阳却还蛮猛的...太阳雨... :-(

3.20pm - 跟Leo在station门口废了不知几久，雨已经停了，但我却流了整身汗...进LRT。

3.40pm - 抵达Plaza Rakyat站，想说看看漫画，怎知道去到那里，已经搬了 :-( 又流了整身汗...

3.50pm - 在Pasar Seni站上车。那时已经有少少发烧了，一冷一热一冷一热...

4.15pm - 在Taman Bahagia站下车，跟妈妈去Pasar Malam去打包猪肠粉当晚餐。买到一半，倾盆大雨。

4.25pm - 驾车到地道时，已经发现水位很高。我妈以为很低，直冲...才下到去，直接死火...
慌了！！水位差不多要到我腰，想想吧...水一直涌进车里，连座位都湿了...我妈慌张了，不知如何是好。我也被她搞到我很‘蒙’了，但是看我妈那样，唯有冷静下来，问他可以call谁来帮手没有。想想下，想到我爸好像没有做工，就试试看打给他。果然他没做工，他说等他一下，马上到...

4.40pm - 等了15分钟，人还没到。每当有车在另外一个lane经过时，我们的车都会晃动，因为水位高到令我们的车否起来了...突然有两个印度人下摩多帮我们推车往后上回去，我也下车帮忙了。冒着雨，我们三人士想把车推回上斜波上。但由于太斜了，推不上去。我呢，满身汽油味，那些肮脏水里不知混合了什么东西...汽油是一定有的了，满身湿透了... :-(

4.50pm - 水位稍微推了。我看着便叫我妈尝试start车。Start了整10分钟终于成功了！！谢天谢地...我看着一辆辆的摩多车经过，知道已经退到可以过的地步，就叫我妈走。我妈还战战兢兢的，怕有死火...冲啊！！抵达回家！！刚park好车，我打给我爸说不用来了，他跟我说才刚到...一个五分钟都不到的车程，他竟然半个钟才到，无话可说...我妈直接叫我挂电话。

5.00pm - 第一时间，冲凉啊！！脏死了！！冲好了，发现有点头晕...

7.23pm - Leven打给我，她叫我明天上班！！嘻嘻...可是我的鞋...唯有拿我爸的用咯...

看来我真的不舒服了，虽然没感觉到有发烧，我看还是先休息吧，明天要6.50起床准备，7.50出门，8.30am上班~加油加油加油~！！

Sympathetic chord

The sudden play of this song below, I found that the lyrics hit me in the heart so accurately. It is a very nice song from Madonna. It was the third single to be taken from the 1995 ballads compilation Something to Remember and was released on March 7, 1996.

Madonna - One More Chance

I turned around too late to see the fallen star

I fell asleep and never saw the sun go down

I took your love for granted

Thought luck was always on my side

I turned around too late and you were gone

Chorus:

So give me one more chance

Darlin' if you care for me

Let me win your love

'Cause you were always there for me

If you care for me,

Be there for me

I like to play the queen of hearts and never thought I'd lose

I rolled the dice but never showed my hand

I planned it out so perfectly,

So you'd never leave a girl like me

I was a fool, but now I understand

(chorus)

Here is the law of the land

You play with fire and you'll get burned

Here is the lesson I've learned

That you don't know what you've got til it's gone

(chorus, without last two lines)

Gimme one more chance

Tell me that it's not too late

Let me win your love

Darlin' please don't hesitate

If you care for me,

Be there for me

Give me one more chance

九王爷诞 v 开斋节

10月1号 - 开斋节的第一天，人家马来人新年，我们竟然去拜九王爷，哈哈...这是我第一次去拜呢，往常只是听听人家说而已，但是现在闷都闷死了，哪里有热闹就去哪里吧~也不可能去庆祝Hari Raya嘛...

大概十点左右吧我们抵达现场...还..蛮多人下的呢...进去之前，我们在隔壁一家老人院那儿买了些香烛用来等下进去拜拜。想说人多一定很热，带着项链，手链及戒指会很不方便，就打算拿下来放进口袋。怎知道，除下项链时，不小心掉进沟渠里，心疼死我了...幸好附近有洗手盆和肥皂来洗干净，不然油油的，脏死了...

入口 - 南天宫

~ 歌仔戏~

My weekend~

Oh My God...I've been clubbing for continuous 5 weeks...Broke my own record...Why am I there niway... Guess I enjoy dancing nowadays,hehee.... But best part is I get to drink~!! WOohoOoo... Man, I just enjoy drinking session, alcoholic drinks just drive me up.

Friday night - been to a place in cheras name "Nga Nga San", dunno any1 knew this place anot... Is like another small genting, but with restaurants and much nicer view. Damn, that day when we went there, the weather was awesome!! It was exactly same like genting, the mist, cold breeze...Gosh...Why do we have go such a long trip for the cool breeze while KL has the similar place huh,hahaa... But this kinda weather I guess is only applicable when after the rain. When normal days without the rain, the weather weren't that good, windy yes but cool breeze...no... After that went Frangipani cuz Gary wants us there. Damn, he is drunk like nobody business, as usual = =''

Saturday - been in KL, have to bought contacts lenses, cut my hair, change my DIGI to postpaid, buy some accessories...Really broke this time, spending 3 times of my usual expenses each month, if my mum knew it, she gonna kill me for sure :x When to cut my hair, though follow Leo got cheaper tim, dim ji...even more expensive T.T RM 50 le!! Below is my new hairstyle, paying 50 bucks for this?? Hell NO next time!! Then at night went clubbing as usual, hahaa...

Sunday - Movie session. Watch 画皮/Painted Skin, the movie overall not really good as expectation, what I enjoyed the movie was actually the actor and actress, and also the songs and music in the movie. In term of movie plot, kinda dissapointed though... Mahjong after that, what gambler we are huh, muahaaha... And so unfortunate, receive a news that dissapoint me and my friends, was damn piss at the time, ISH!!!!! 既然他甘想死 唔通你唔俾去死么!! >< (sorry abit rude here) No mood play mahjong d, so went dinner at William's Corner located at old LimKokWeng Building that area. Below is da fooddsss we ordered~

This is recommended by William,tauke of William's Corner, he name it

"CHOU HAI FAN"

please dun misunderstood me as so rude, tauke intro 1 oh~

basically is softshell crab, prawn + nasi goreng lo

This is Mee Raja Ayam

Gon Lou Mee + Ayam Belanda

(the chicken was delicous yol!! Just the mee bit dry...)

Yang ni Nasi Goreng Chicken Chop
the portion of chicken...even Brian can't finish it :x

Yang ni tak tahu apa Patai Mee Goreng + Sopu Kambing :x
It came together, the soup is all about pepper n pepper, taste of kambing le??

*P/S - This place is actually a very nice place for dinner when you came in empty stomach, everything serves here, the portion is gonna be double or may be triple size of other restaurants*

ReborN

A new me has been reborn from the ashes.
From now on, no more sadness will ever drive into my life.

Here are some random pic I took recently:

The most recent pic (my forehead getting higher :-( )

Twin Tower at night, taken during a walk alone

Shih Tzu~Cute right?"Like his owner ma" (his owner said one...)

Leo's car meter reaching exact 8888Km~!!Gosh...

New alarm clock = New time = New life

希望

在短短三个月间发生了好多好多事情
这些事情甚至发展到令我产生轻生的念头...

我很懊恼，
也很悔恨；
懊恼为何事事都没如预期般顺利，
悔恨为何我将事情搞到如此地步。

这，
就是所谓的人生吗？

每当我决定一件事
认为那是最恰当的处理方式后
事情往往没有如我所想般解决
反而让我觉得那是错误的决定
就因为我反复无常的决定
我伤害了我一生中最重要的人
也伤害了我最不想伤害的人

在朋友间的问题
我感到很无助
无助于挽回失去了的朋友...

一件又一件的事情发生
令我完全喘不过气来

经过一夜的哭泣后
我希望我能重新振作起来
如果我连自己都站不起来
又如何能给于他人信心？
又如何证明我自己呢？

我希望能在接下来的日子里
稳定下我的心来
为了我所爱的人
也为了我自己
不能够再迷误了

为我所犯下的错
虽然已经过去而无法弥补
但以后我会做到比以前更好的
为此我会更加努力的！！

Tagged~!!

The last person tag you is?
-Benny C***t Mouth =p

What relationship of you with him/her?
-Close friend

Your 5 impression towards him/her?
-i. Skinny,
ii. Biatch~
iii.Immature :x
iv.Think too much...
v. Pessimist

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
-None that is memorable -_-

The most memorable words that he/she has said to you?
-L***~!!(wtf...)

If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
-Woa...Hmm...Ask him drink water instead of coke

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-Har...Eh...I'm too good to do any bad,lol~

The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
-Keep his happiness always I guess

The overall impression to he/her is...
-Youth, which I... T.T

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Meany!!, LanSi!! Fierce!!(macam harimau aje)

The character for you for yourself is?
-Actually I'm a kind, adorable, sincere person....NOT~

On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
-Being too str8 forward

The most ideal person you want to be is?
-Just being myself would be more than enough...

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
-I'm sorry for what I've done, I will try my best to give you my best, LOVE ya~

Ten people to tag:
1. Lex Ster
2. Le Fish
3. Brian
4. Sam Zai
5. Edwyn
6. KenGene
7. Ralph
8. Jason Moo
9. KokSeng
10.Keith

Who is number 2 having relationship with?
-With B**** lor...

Is number 3 a male or female?
-Ma....le

If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
-Er...Totally no comment...

How about number 5 and number 8?
-Fuk me dead...

What is number 1 studying about?
-She is studying about MassComm stuff, totally professional~

When was the last time you had a chat with them?
-Them? Yesterday? just some of them are busy

Is number 4 a single?
-Yeap, waiting to be love~

Say something about number 2.
-I'm SOOOooooooo worry about his students...

THE END

We Belong Together

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I couldn't have fathomed I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cause I didn't know you Cause you didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now
That I don't Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Or what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby, we belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me:
If you think you're lonely now
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep

I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm tryin' to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying, trying
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feelin' inside
I need you, need you
Back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby we belong together baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together

Who's am I gon' lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together~

This song just suit my feelings right now at the exact point...
*Plagiarism lyrics from BeNny's blog,kekee...*

Decision...

Few days ago
Your appearance in the club has bring me down to a level
Your approach has made me mentally break down at the moment...

I went out alone out of the street
Thinking alone for my past...

I realise
I had never move on since 2 years ago
And I can't move on either
I doesn't want to continue with my past
I want to put an end to it
I had ruined my few relationship due to it
How many more relationship I can ruin in the future?

I realise me & you can't to be together again
I hope you will understand
I doesn't want to go back where we were stop

For now
I have found what I really want
I hope you will forgive me for what I did
This is the song I want to dedicate to you,my love one
会呼吸的痛